A candle to be lit,
If I can, but only be her light.

Walks of pain, shall I embrace;
If smiles of her is all that’s mine to gaze!

In heaven, in hell
I shall be, and all at smiles,

If she shall be by my side,
And only she shall!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Love ain’t just a fanciful word to utter,
Has it wooed some hardest of hearts to flutter?
Greek or Latin, the language did ever matter,
Does though but her love and the eternal bliss that came after!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Save yourself for the battle called life, quarrels in hand aren’t inevitable

When you can move mountains, why choose stones?

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Lack of leadership or the sense to lead oneself has always attracted millions to fall for looking up to someone to show them the way. This need not be attributed to a godly figure but to a guide. Anything more than this simply reflects the lack of self belief.

I respect the goodness in them but am reluctant to believe that there is God in them

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Simply another fiction. Tamil at times excites me and I am always afraid of being able to do justice in writing a poem in Tamil. This was as well written with much fear but with a conscious effort to try take away my fear. While I am less sure if it justifies a good writing for such a beautiful and complex language, it was but written with much care and time being spent on it. Hoping with highest hopes!

While all floats, one does not
with strong roots, she leaves me not
written in all languages that could express love
none of them have worded it aloud,
Coded, decoded she kills,
and all corner of my heart she fills,
Roses held by a rose,
loses heart its woes,
Counting the golden blessings of life,
A gift she is to live with!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

The point I am arriving at is, we take so much of a beating of certain inevitable the things that life is adamant to take us through and very few activities do we consciously practice to relieve ourselves from the struggles that we take part in. Life must be easier than this and no one than us can gift this to us. It is just out there but we need to be finding it. No where I wish to claim I have not got beaten, inspite of it, the faith to reach the destiny is yet unbeaten.

While there have been so many things I wanted to do in life, I don’t just know where I am headed to. We don’t get all that we wish, do we? If only we do, life would just have been different. But we just aren’t allowed the difference. We have had failures, but not always did we let them be at will.

The walk of life continues and to what we choose to spare our time at decides our end. It could be a battle to restore faith on an antivirus product or the right action to add value to the reason on having born. I don’t know yet, but I am battling.

Do I know where to? I think I don’t, but I wish would start to look out, start to emerge to give more reason to my living.

Ordinariness seems to have enough dexterity to hold one addicted to normalcy and which button should I press to escape it? Seems it is a hidden one and would show only to those who explicitly exhibit courage. I just feel so ordinary that I am bored of this living.

My energy ain’t for endorsing someone. It ought to be for the upbringing and spreading of goodness and life. I must be but directly taking on life and not just be an advocate for someone’s comfort living. Having said that would not mean that someone’s comfort living out of my advocacy should stay null, but just that this ain’t the sole purpose of my living and its supposed actions…. (will continue)

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

My Good friend’s sister just gave birth to a cute kutti angel and I simply couldn’t stop myself from writing for her!

Oh and she woke up to make others feel older,
Took stares and replied with silence,
Twinkled her eyes and sprinkled freshness,
Entwined the missed ones and blessed togetherness,
Turned woman to mother and man to father,
Gave those moments enough and them to be her family,
Filled their eyes and with her beautiful smiles,
Spoke her language and laughed her way out,
Pushed herself into hearts and all flashed pictures,
Gifted family with love and her beautiful presence,
It is in her innocence that we lose us,
No matter what you try, she will stay and continue to be an angel.

A special one for this special kutti one! – Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

With smiles I begin this journey, a journey that would yield my life its best the Gift!
I look for the one I should care,
Whose fragrances would fill my air!
She who would walk along my stair,
Scrolling many a pages I stare.
Precious the one, my lady fair!
Awaits a heart filled of care
Let life be an eternal journey of her smiles,
And the journey be long a million miles,

In hopes I wait,
To embrace the scribbling of God, called fate!
Is there a clue?
Let me guess, is that you?
He he he Poems apart, but it’s a true one from heart!
I wish I could be less expressive, but can’t as I like appreciating every fine aspects of life. I love life and so love everything that comes along with it. My frankness may put me into jeopardy of getting caught red handed being nervous of the term marriage, but I wish not to be wearing a mask of a fake make. I understand marriage is a huge but lovable responsibility of keeping one happy beyond self. There is this huge intent to see and keep her happy and only happy! Whatever I do, I just wish to be good at it, given my nature, I can’t be otherwise!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

The fine mornings, walked
would turn to be noons,
whether we wish or not,
time would pass by.
Can’t hold the best moments of life
but can to the friendship it brought!
To my friends, and our friendship!
Thank you for being there.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

How do you pay back the kindness of a lifetime?
in abundance and it wasn’t showered out of richness

Would you have lived, of it not born?
it took you to the heights, no doubts you have grown.

Selfish the moments of self centeredness,
Saw you showing your back to their unconditional kindness.

Away you enjoyed and only your good moments
And to keep you so, ever they took the dents

Ever have you seen things and beyond you?
to bring smiles to them, a handful few?

Do you see that you stand in being flooded?
And the flood is all but their tears.

Parents, how many battles did they lose?
To bring that brilliant, stupid smile onto your face

Do you wish to count, no, never and would not you ever
And what were they happy of, if not for your mere smiley happiness.

Think and you may then lack tears,
For all that you have paid yet, rain your tears for some years.

If ever love deserved a meaning,
There can’t be one that’s better than that of our parents!

They taught us to love,
And one to them is always above!!

Through their watchful eyes did we see the world,
and today an opportunity to hold them tight, is literally gold.

Hold them tight, and with all your heart,
Ofcourse! Only if you do have one.

All the way and it was only you that, all they did think,
For the happy writing of every your life’s pages, they gave themselves to be the ink

And you scribbled your wishes with more their blood,
But yet they exclaimed, my child knows to write!

What on earth are they made of?
Innocent kindness and ever its source!!

Happiness is the least that you could spare,
For all your sins, keep them smiling and Gods may forgive

Child, you were not been the best!
But forget that and let their smiles be your life.

- I am their gift to the world – Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar, i would strive to be one to them as well.

I loved the thought of the creator and his other lesser mortal the creations being won over by the strength of its own creations. Gods and angels as well have their moments of failure, one out of their own deeds, for the creations are as strong as the creator. It does indicate weakness, but its the weakness to practice ordinariness and indeed a failure means success here. What is angelness to love? its a novel idea for an angel to lose his angelic the nature to be able to fall in love to lovely the human. It elevates the strength of love, to prove that there are very few things beyond love.

My mind and heart says, Moments in hand are precious and life’s worth is in living them and life is worth living them.Things that are to happen, may not be stopped but until that the failure succeeds, love your breath, live your breath. vanishing of the breath from your nostrils may be attributed to lifelessness, but until that it surrounds you, be engulfed by the magnanimity of its absence, and simply enjoy life’s fragrance. None of us know what’s beyond, thinking of it, the moments of now may erode, let us then spend them for we own them and we all are rich of them. To life and to its lives – Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

The space that distants one from the beloved can stay hated and that’s the intensity of love, making man less materialistic but more of a lover and only to his love. Salute to the word “love” for its an understatement for such a complex existence, its four letterdness may make one laugh at it, but having lost to it can only make you laugh more and of extreme happiness. God’s craftsmanship of having created love is what makes him God from Man. To love and to my love – Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Who shall from now on would cuddle her and care,
Destiny had destined and wasn’t it heartlessly unfair.

One may wish to question, is this all that’s life?
Why chose US then to try your flaws and strife.

He who created water as well then created the moss,
By some probability! Chosen are we to pay the loss?

May humans be tested less,
And Gods shall act to their dress.

Humans would stay human, until less provoked,
If not, tides shall change and always may they not stay doped.

It’s cruel to take away the colors, off one’s life, shall it be Him or shall it be human. I thank him for the tears, for that was love invested in me for others. I wish I could stay less worried, but just am I pushed to the state of helplessness and my mind that’s human has less been taught not to be crying and expressing. I ask not, anyone to walk by my talk, I may have flaws for I as well am part of his plot. To err I suppose should we anymore say is just human! But may be beyond.

Belief and disbelief, happiness and unhappiness, success and failure may all be and would be part of life, for upward and downward the trends are part of any the graphs! My writing above is not a conclusion on anything, but an outburst of emotions, hence it is to be understood as an instance and not as something to be followed.

with more hopes – Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Who all should we run from? Dirty politicians, filthy admins, corrupt officials, moral less police force, selfish inhumans? The world is all of them, is that the reason that science is being used to explore the chances of survival in red and blue the planets? Finding a way to survive, would the lesser evils, us the humans be imprisoned there? or is it the place of ecstasy for the greater evils, us the inhumans. We are so much accustomed to accepting immorality that, always someone practises it and creatively looks to better it with a newer better version. What cannot be taken as an example and which field can boast of having been relieved or excluded? Science they say has advanced and so have they in practicing and selflessly growing immorality. Where should it come from, who should be blamed for not having it, who should be accountable to be responsible for someone to be having it? I wish, i know someone who i can ask this, for every one looks to be battling their own great lives and giving me a feel that i am handling an irrelevant and out of the world subject. Why the hell should i pay for an antivirus if my morally inclined human brother would not spare his valuable brain for exclusively creating an intelligent virus? Is money the core reason, even if remotely so, for God’s sake damn it, we invented it. Is there a table thats big enough to be sat around and values of moral be taught by it. I pity my period, but i do so more for i am put to see them through, and i pity them more for i know less of the immoral practises of yesterday and of the richness of our history and Thank God, i know less of them!! Whats moral and whats immoral may be a very difficult line to talk, but can i ask someone to think twice before acting and check if his conducts and actions would in someway may bring a little of unhappiness to his brothers and sisters and fathers and mothers and sons and daughters of the world he lives, and if it may, can i ask him to reconsider and if possible not carry that incorrect act? By asking so, do i look selfish? please if by any means it does and the incorrectness and the helplessness of my language had victored over my good intent, please, for God’s sake and as well for Human’s sake, feel free even to question me that we shall together allow ourselves an opportunity to save morality and a larger face of humanity. May God bless all, for if not his purpose of existance shall sure be questioned. Man was told that he was created, of having been created, we would to the best extent try our best to bring goodness, i also mean to say to abolish badness, but at the places we fail, i pray, He who had created this trouble called human, please pitch in and act before somebody in the name of humanity takes the toll. Let us not wait for a bloodshed, let us look to act before and may our acts be victorious in preventing the bloodshed. Praise to God and also to the man that’s human! Toast to the goodness that yet exist, let us make it contagious and more that one may not have to create a human anti-badness version 1.0 sooner or later.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

How would you feel to walk on the petals and breathe the sweet fragrance of the roses? can one be blamed for loving them ever? No! not once or ever. Love is a feel, infact the most beautiful one that man could be blessed to live. Interestingly, it happens to one, who loves himself the most and wishes to live life to its best. I wish, may everyone get to breathe their life with the sweetness of fragrances of the roses and richness of softness of the petals.

Hate only those that can be hated, and shamelessly agree, love is lovely and its foes, hopeless. Love, for life is once, and that you love life.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

So why should not you feel bad for not being a good example? Every actions are carved on the moments of history and they are your most valuable opportunities to strike gold. Preparation to the destination is not a separate time of life but living of the life itself. Look deep into the moments that you live. They are the stones of scribes that lay for the generations to follow.You scribe them right and you make your mark. Screwing up has never been easy and the immense growth of technology has given all the options for anyone to fail than to succeed. It is the prepared mind that get things right for that’s the fruit for their extra effort. My wishes for you to succeed and Inspire…
- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

Sweetest, sweeter, sweet my wish,

I wish, i wish and i wish,

For the sweetness of God to have bestowed us the “YOU”,

Sweet, sweeter, sweetest my friend,

May the day bring you the sweetness that you have brought to my world.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

A toast to the day, that marks the beginning of our togetherness,
while they say marriages are made in heaven, we simply welcome you to
one….!

• two

The happiness that God has bestowed on us,
We wish to share with each other and promise to care for a lifetime,
This day marks our promise, come and strengthen us with your wishes….!

• Three

A day to bless the reason to love,
A moment to spur the start of the journey,
A journey that only two can walk,
We promise to walk and wait with our hands held together,
Come and bless with your blessings….!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

Many a trades tamed,
And many the tricks learnt,

Enough aren’t they to the magnanimity of thy world,
And so I pray for more and God, “may he bless you with all”.

Let this day be the start of the starting,
That you ever have wished, that you ever have craved

For more prosperous and dear more an year,
I wish, may all your wishes come true, Happy Birthday!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

Can be measured and that lacks life is meager and material,
and why heap them when lightest are they unto smiles eternal!

When happy the moments are life’s true treasure,
Why toil to be consumed by evil and its pleasure!

Hay shall we make and together even if the sun does not shine,
For, life lives in its living and sharing! Be it pleasure or pain!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

As sunlight to the tree and water to its roots,
Breath have you become, blood have you become

As bank to the river and sand to the seas,
Close do we stay, through the ages of the day

As millions does stay the stars and in heaven,
Lesser than my love unto ye, and to realize open thy eyes and embrace the sight.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

Dancing in air, her curly the hair,
Lovely to stare, poetic an affair.

Wheatish the hue and softest the skin,
Rough a wind could bruise them in.

Dark the brows, softer than feather,
Breeze, far he goes, in vain to touch her.

Pretty the eyes; prettier her looks,
Undefined a beauty in known the books.

Fairest the fairy and in my fairyland,
Angelic her beauty than any angel could stand.

A cure from Lord to hew my worry,
And together, smiles to carry, beauteous the story.

-Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

Bright the sun, with white a day,
Me the prey, and more beauteous the smiles I pray,

Sweet the music and sweeter the lyric,
Sung and unheard the song of love that’s mystique,

What could fish love better?
Than its love and life, water,

Pain of love does bringeth the poem,
And not just one but many of doldrums,

Anything for love, and only my life to barter,
Sad a story and he, God the author.

-Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

On long enough a run towards diamond the destiny,
Stuck am i at the strife of hewing; hewing strong the emotions,

For small enough a moment,to let her know the precious,
Huge the care and huger the love,

Clouded the sky and greyer its shades,
I look to rain, stout my love,

Close though but far enough, and yet has it rained,
Silently i shout, and in silence the poundings of pain,

As then and so now, I stand alone and yet in love,
Living the brushings of loving her heart, to let prevail fantasies be alive.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

Death has not been kind enough to let me die,
And life not cruel enough to let me live.

I, being away from her yet live,
Alive and just alive,

Nothing more to loose,
Merely death to choose,

God, and it’s his failure as well,
Failure, to let prevail true enough a love,

If the beatings of my heart can’t say,
Let its stopping atleast convey,

That hindrance the breath has stopped,
And it stopped as it had no one else to breathe for.

While i rest, do let her know my wish at death,
“Let there be a life and only if it be with her!”

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar

                         Green is our grass, and if the brushings of yet greener the grass is to bother us on our present and pleasant the job, remember the proverb that, “life looks greener always and only the other side”…. Small troubles are always subject to befall at workplaces and if they are to bother us then we are merely getting distracted from, long-term a goal. Workplaces have so much good to offer and if we are to fail to see the opportunities, we could end up having broken a profile and little the growth. Let us not get too comfortable, to be unable to compete with smallest the problems in day to day our lives and to be bothered at a later stage and realize that we did miss golden our chances. Problems are only lessons in disguise and as we start to treat them so, growth would befall, merely to be an everyday happening. Let us put our hearts in our work and start loving our jobs, and the result in no way can go otherwise than what we desire. No jobs then could get better than the current job!

- Jithesh Lakshmanan Marar.

- Jithesh Lakshmanan marar.